hi I'm Zoë and I don't know how I feel

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trigger warning - fuck-ups. - fucked up.


"It’s important to forgive.""Who do you have the hardest time forgiving?""Myself."

like right now

my previous best friend did varsity water polo and as soon as summer practice started I couldn’t hang out with her bc she was always at practice and now she doesn’t have any friends that aren’t on swim
she wears swim shirts every day and they sacrifice children and pray to the dark lord satan before meets
I am pretty sure she is full cult now

Posted 23 Apr

hey if any of you aren’t already in high school I’m going to tell you right now don’t join any sports that make you practice 5 days a week because you are unwittingly joining a cult and you will never shut the fuck up about it

Posted 23 Apr
You never get over it. But you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much.
- The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: emilywantshappiness, via virginity)

Posted 21 Apr

his best friend said he should ask me out but he still hasn’t yet. c’mon son. I was rooting for you; we were all rooting for you. how dare you. learn something from this. you go to bed at night, you lay there and you take responsibility for yourself, because nobody’s going to take responsibility for you.  you rolling your eyes and you act like it’s because you’ve heard it all before - you’ve heard it all before - you don’t know where the hell I come from, you have no idea what I’ve been through, but I’m not a victim; I grow from it and I learn. take responsibility for yourself.

Posted 21 Apr

3am by me

Don’t cross oceans for people who wouldn’t cross a puddle for you

(Source: duplication, via virginity)

Posted 21 Apr

he knows how ridiculously into him I am and he uses it to his advantage and it pisses me off a lot

Posted 20 Apr
The oddest things hurt me. They get stuck in my head and replay over and over.
- Unknown  (via i-m-i-r-r-e-l-e-v-a-n-t)

(Source: teitokukakine, via expressed)

Posted 20 Apr


me not paying attention during drivers ed

this was done in november of last year. this is from the song first day of my life by bright eyes. this used to be my favorite song, because of you.
i can’t listen to this song anymore, it makes my hands shake.

sorry for not posting I’ve been in New York getting turnt

Posted 18 Apr