hi I'm Zoë and I don't know how I feel
I track #depulse
trigger warning - fuck-ups. - fucked up.
I wish I could feel like I was pretty and loved without needing someone else to make me feel that way.
if I didn’t have a butt no one would be attracted to me
my teacher thinks I was cheating on a test by correcting 14 answers in class
sorry my friend’s mom died and now I lost a close friend forever bc he’s gone suddenly and I was told in a really insensitive way. I wasn’t even focusing bc I felt like crying bc I got the impression he killed himself.
it’s annoying. like she knows I’m a good student w great morals and I’m clearly too smart for all this bullshit why would I even cheat
I wish I could love myself like I love him.
I don’t even think everything I do is that bad but when I think about anything I do it’s so mortifyingly embarrassing I cry idk
i hope i randomly get super hot in the next year or two and everyone is just like “oh shit”
MY DAD IS GETTING ME THE SWEATER THAT SAYS “TOO DUMB FOR NEW YORK TOO UGLY FOR LA” YASSSS I HAVE BEEN CHASING THAT FOR THREE FUCKING YEARS